Friday, February 19, 2010

sloth

Dear laziness:
       I need you to give me my space right now because it seems that I cannot do anything productive. So if you could take a vacation or something, that would be awesome.


Thanks!

Love,
Fee

Monday, February 1, 2010

Aggression

I have been off the grid for awhile, I will admit. I have finally tucked my stubborness away for about 3 weeks and contemplated about certain factors in my life I believe would have an affect in the results of 2010. Sometimes the best thing to do is "forget how you feel and remember what you deserve." I know I say this all the time and it's probably because I need to follow my own advice. I believe that each individual is a good person and it is society that corrupts them, molds and shapes them into the human beings that they are today.

I am blessed to say that I have friends that support me, family that loves me, and a coach who won't get off my ass about getting back into the gym. He knows me too well to know I am an emotionally cold hearted passionate stubborn person. He knows what goes on in my head fighting wise and my fears with my injury. Nonetheless, I still get reminder calls about coming back to the gym and visits at work to remind me where I belong....in that gym..on that matt, showing my worth.

Too much built up aggression that I need to let out.....oh I am so looking forward to tonight.